Chapter 52: In the Tightening Net

Our priority is to get to your grandmother’s home in Toronto to plant that elderberry,” the ex-Mossad analyst said calmly. “The longer we wait, the more chance they have of determining your human identity and then posting a watch on that house. I know you wanted to get stronger beforehand and recruit more souls for the task force, but with all this fleeing distraction you won’t get significantly stronger in the next few weeks, or get that many more people.

“You also wanted to wait until winter to make a more credible threat with Nocome – a bit of a nuclear option – but I do not think we can wait much longer. While these hunting groups don’t seem terribly organized with their jurisdictions and bickering they will eventually trace your path back to Quebec and Sherbrooke, and identify the tutelary of the student residence who first evicted you and disappeared your mortal possessions. I’m surprised that she hasn’t been found and questioned already.”

Mr. Bergmann’s words made me almost as fearful as my first look at Belie, for all the calm sense he was making.

“The expanding net of population centres that have been prepared to receive you without cooperating has now reached Peterborough – and the ambush there involved spirits of the ‘old world’ in the hospital, as Mrs. Laframbois put it. So they are starting to cooperate. The hunting net will probably reach Kingston in a matter of days at most.”

Being mortal so soon after the dawn, I was now struggling to breathe steadily.

“If there is any record among the cooperative tutelaries of living humans being mentally manipulated into forgetting about a relative who suddenly disappeared, that record will have your family members’s names,” Mr. Bergmann continued, his frightening analysis making me wring my hands together. “That’s two clear ways they could learn your human identity. The third and fourth ways are through Dr. Best or through Anne at Uxbridge, who have both seen your face. Dr. Best is obviously a part of the organization that is now hunting you, and Anne is possibly related to the bikers and this chief-vampire Belie, even if she seemed a bit estranged and homeless. Suppose the image of your face can be ‘downloaded’ and given to others, among the tutelaries or the vampiric hunters. They might even share with each other. We know that a select few mortal humans have been given knowledge of this strange afterlife to consort with both groups, and their power to hunt you must also be considered. Even in the 1990s we had ways of quickly finding a person just by their face if we really wanted them.”

I tried to jest. “Were you in the Illuminati?”

“Sir,” Mr. Bergmann said gravely, “I learned things back then more surprising than anything I have learned since you ended my life.”

That shut me up.

Bergmann then made the case for me leaving Toronto as soon as my elderberry was planted, before the winter, heading west past the Niagara Escarpment so that all the vampiric hunters over here would struggle to find me. Afterward I had to avoid any place associated with my human life for the rest of my undead existence, assuming that watchers were ready for my return.

“Hmm,” I said.

“I sense that you want to stay in Toronto,” Bergmann said, losing most of his dry delivery and sounding a bit sympathetic. “You want to make a stand somewhere. I admit that the region beyond the Niagara Escarpment is a gamble, but over here we have nothing but certain death in the long-term. Think of how powerful you have grown since you were bitten in May, and where you might be in ten years, or a hundred. This ‘Belie’ could be very old. I studied accents and speech patterns during my service, and I think he is Jewish like myself. His accent was faintly Yiddish. But his voice and even his dress reminded me of my grandfather, who was old and then dead before the Shoah. And this ‘Belie’ is in Toronto. In person he could surely destroy you with ease. Our greatest hope is that he might not yet know that you must come to Toronto, and he will think ‘the vagabond won’t be so stupid as to come through here now that we are tightening the net, he will hide in the woods because he knows we watch the cities’. So we must be in and out as fast as possible, and hope that he is surprised.”

“… yes,” I said, holding my head in my hands. The cascade of realizations was heavy on my mind for a long moment, but eventually I found me breath, and then my feet. Peterborough would have the bus I needed, and the drummer spirits should only guard the hospital. I needed to do this like Sudbury: in and out in one day, keeping the sun over my head. And no mind games – I’d buy a ticket like a normal human.

But something was odd in the bus station in Peterborough. I felt it at once.

I approached the terminal like anyone living, sat down outside on a bench and rummaged through my belongings like anyone living, waited for a mass of people to dissipate in the mid-afternoon of November 6th. I’d spent the previous night sniffing and scouting at Peterborough’s outskirts, paranoid and twitching, feeling the hours crawl by and remembering all of the ways that Bergmann said my human identity could be known. Nothing seemed wrong with the city as long as I avoided the Health Centre, but I made myself wait until noon before going downtown to the bus terminal for my ticket.

Upon crossing the threshold, a faint drumming began in my ears. I stopped, pretended to fiddle with a phone in my pocket, and turned around.

Old world spirits, Iroquois children … and yet they knew about buses, knew to protect the bus station as well as the hospital. That was cooperation with the newer spirits. Mr. Bergmann had been right.

And when I went down to the highway on-ramp, planning to wait until evening to latch onto a truck for another remora ride, the phantom drumming came again. They covered the gas station, the ramp, and the stretch of HW 7 that would take me into Toronto. And when I stopped to listen to the drumming for just a few minutes I knew that it got louder.

So on the night before dawn on November 7th I ran through the woods west of Peterborough, away from any highway. I could get to Toronto’s outskirts on foot next night if I had to, but I wanted to be fresh and rested when I arrived, ideally disembarking from a Greyhound bus just after noon, zipping around and then fleeing the big city before nightfall, when Belie would be on alert.

After the sun had risen on that clear windy day, Bergmann corrected me again. I should try to arrive in Toronto in the early morning, when Belie and I were both close to human. And I should try my damnedest to leave Toronto not before sundown, but before noon. My human hours were my best chance.

My mind was so consumed with the moves and counter-moves of the hunters and the stress of getting myself a Greyhound ticket at the right time (and the recollection that November 11th would be out for road travel altogether) that I completely forgot about my three tulpa assassins launched back on Halloween. Either they were slower going than the rescuers, or Nocome had annihilated them in complete silence.

November 8th established that the highways out here were also being watched by those invisible little drummer boys. I could jump on the back of a truck but in mere minutes the sound would start to enter my ears, fading when I leaped off and retreated back into the forest.

Attempting to get a bus ticket in Port Perry on the southern point of Lake Scugog, I didn’t hear drumming this time. The lake was hissing and roiling despite looking serene to a human eye, its watery spirits frenzied and eager to chomp on anything vampiric. Someone – maybe Raven – had given out the word that I used lakes for exercise, and now every lake was making a noise I didn’t care for. And Port Perry itself was starting to feel thick, then humid, and then like molasses, each step toward the bus terminal heavier. I backed off and waited until nightfall on November 9th for my senses to grow, and I saw the bubbles of Christian power joining the dreamcatcher power, the town small enough to fuse everything in an impassible lump. They were on high alert, even during the day, and by the time I actually made it to the threshold of the bus station I would be as weak as a human even at night. Perfect for an ambush.

Still no word from my tulpa assassins on November 10th. I was circling the Great Toronto Area now, looking for a bus or a truck that could get me into Toronto fully rested at the right time of day, desperate and despairing once I realized that I would be arriving no sooner than the 12th.

I steered clear of Uxbridge on November 11th, aiming for Newmarket as I roamed on foot, leaping over roads without moving a step along their length. I got to Newmarket in the evening and tried their railroad instead of the bus terminal – no good. Crosses and Stars of David, smiling faces and pot leaves, Dao comets and the Hindu Om, tesseracts and golden spirals – all invisible to human eyes – were spray-painted with holy water or transparent oil or goat blood or psychedelic paint on every cart on the rails.

I was being blocked by a fucking ‘Coexist’ bumper sticker.

The highway on-ramp was drumming, and the Newmarket bus station was gleaming with a strong Christian force field as a tutelary dressed like a homeless man read their Bible in a corner. Yes, they were more organized as I got closer and closer to middle-management headquarters.

I didn’t bother with Barrie. On November 12th it rained heavily and as I roamed the fields and woods west of Newmarket I imagined I heard thunder from the north, where thunderstorms aren’t supposed to come from.

Lurking and listening, I knew I was wasting too much time trying to get into Toronto on wheels. I lost most of November 13th when my flying head detected a great commotion in Newmarket, just a few leagues behind me. Apparently the fish-gnomes in Lake Simcoe had gotten impatient and bubbled up, rioting south to grab and drown the foul presence they had smelled, growing confused on the land and needing to be driven back by the drummers and newer tutelaries. If I had gone to Barrie on the shore of the lake yesterday I would have been ripped to pieces in minutes.

I spent the 13th near Loretto, just hiding and listening for anyone coming my way, gobbling up a badger but not enjoying the meal. The fishmen in Simcoe seemed to occupy the closest hunters, and no one got closer.

On November 14th I tried Orangeville. Same deal: warded to the nines.

“Fuck it,” I said, realizing that another day was lost. My grandmother’s house could easily have been given a watchman by now, but I had to hope and try something different.

So I crossed the Niagara Escarpment into Guelph. Bingo.

On the cusp of the Escarpment, just west of Orangeville, I felt myself to be in on the threshold of a great elevator door – a door that might snap shut in an instant. I became convinced that this was more than just a geological line. Something great must be buried here, or perhaps this was the line of a great pilgrimage before Columbus.

The Escarpment hummed and resonated painfully, jamming my flying head at this range so that it couldn’t even leave my resting body any useful distance. I could still physically move, but there could be no scouting ahead, making Bergmann’s opinion of the crossing being a gamble accurate … but knowing this, Belie and the tutelaries in Toronto had thought it unlikely that I would risk crossing the Escarpment. Or maybe the tutelaries over here had been told to watch out, but they had shrugged and gone out for a donut and coffee because none of the unclean spirits risked the crossing.

Whichever it was, I had beaten them for today. In Guelph I was able to walk right into the bus terminal and get my ticket, and shortly after midnight on November 16th I was on the road in my Greyhound bus travelling east on HW 401, destined for downtown Toronto.

My elderberry was in its sunglasses case in my pocket, though at times I was clutching it nervously in my lap. My backpack went between my feet, the blackberries all gone, holding my notes and my silver-studded suit and Marie Pleurd’s Bible – the only thing that I didn’t keep immediately on my person was the waterproof luggage stored below, which had some backup clothes and that deer hide, wrapped to the best of my ability in a plastic laundry bag to keep from smelling. If there was some mystical TSA checkpoint at the Toronto Coach Terminal I might leave it in the bus while trying to slip out to the street.

There was one last reminder of the hunters as the bus passed through Milton, with dawn not far away. I was feigning sleep in my seat, thankfully in a third-full bus that gave me no one at my elbow, keeping my flying head close to the bus like a circling fly. Glancing off the highway I could see the ethereal barriers produced by churches and synagogues and mosques, suspecting that they were brighter and stronger now as the hunters were on high alert … and just halfway through Milton my psychic search engine started getting some hits.

Lots of hits. Scrambling, fleeting mentions of my nickname and Nocome, all across the city.

There was a disorganized scattering of drumming from the ohdows, but it faded as my bus hurled along, now almost out of Milton. I brought my flying head directly over my body, about to make a sigh of relief.

(the fish!)

There was a growing chant in the city behind me.

(can’t find him he’s hiding in our city the fish draw the fish!)

On the edge of Milton I felt the start of the change, the warning tremor before the primary shock. It was sort of inner suction, like the pulling of air that a hurricane needs to grow to its full power. My psychic eye rolled back to look into the city, resisting the suction in the aether that affected me even out here, and I saw the flash. It looked very close, right over a church not yet passed over the horizon, and after that I was smashed back into my skull.

Mortal eyes would have detected nothing. But if the dreamers in Milton woke up and compared notes they’d find a clear match. Without changing pace the Greyhound’s bus driver casually carried me ahead of the spiritual equivalent of a nuclear blast shockwave, which roared through Milton and dissipated just a few hundred meters behind me.

Chapter 53: Two Desecrations in Five Minutes

Image credits: Shaund, SillyPuttyEnemies, Devastator, Decimal10

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